Posts tagged SAD
It’s the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say “what’s the matter with her?” I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren’t sure whether you’re walking toward something, or if you’re just walking away.
It’s hard to answer the question “what’s wrong” when nothings right.
not that i’ve been able to study very efficiently anyway (thanks to the ‘wonderful’ medication im on that’s apparently supposed to do me good…i beg to differ) and the cold just makes it worse. ive been sleeping so much the last few days and i yawn the whole time when im awake and randomly fall asleep and justify it as taking “naps” that last longer than the period of my wakefulness -.- seasonal affective disorder, anyone?
i need a pick-me-up :( and a hug :( and presents :( and purple things :( purple always makes me feel better <3
next time you say FML…think about this.